ALBUM ART

Death Grip DEMO cover	Death Grip DEMO CD label, color
Death Grip DEMO CD label, greyscale	Insanity's Realm album cover
Insanity's Realm Lyrics Insert 1	Insanity's Realm Lyrics Insert 2

LYRICS

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After Me
Music by Delusional Mind
Lyrics by Russell Eldridge

Today I woke, Found I'm the one, You've all come here for.
Don't remember the night before, or why I'm on the floor
Did I take your girl?

Chorus
All of you here youre after me
What did I do?  Youre after me.
What did I say?  Youre after me.
All of you here youre after me.

My money's gone, some ribs are broke, my shirt is stained in blood.
Hurts to breathe, Hard to see where their coming from
Did I change your world?

Chorus

Solo

Do I stand and fight? Was I wrong or right? Sorry I don't know
Will I have to kill to escape tonight.  Don't know how far I'll go
Did I take your girl?

Chorus

I tried to talk some sense to you.  You won't listen anymore.
All you want me dead or alive.  I wish I knew what for.
Did I change your world?

Chorus

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All Alone
Music by Delusional Mind
Lyrics by Russell Eldridge


I know this place.
Where every day is so cold.
Brought there in misery
Cause of her
You just might have seen
A Devil's with Angel wings She said

It's over  
I'm Sorry
Then I watched her leave

All alone
There's no one there for me.
All alone
Getting hard just to breathe
All alone.
Nothing left so I'll leave

So now I wait
For this place to go away
Left here for a better light
It still will fade
The words still linger here She said

It's over  
I'm Sorry
Then I watched her leave


Bye

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Insanity's Realm
Music by Delusional Mind
Lyrics by Bob Faulkner

Drifting to sleep.
The end of another day.
All my cares, begin to fade away.

Mind's eye.
Revealing terrors inside.
Horror Drips.
End of life it's time to die.

Torrents of red.
Crimson clouds engorged with blood.
Relentless.
Drowning all in a wave of horror.
Unyielding.
Covering all I once held dear.
The downfall.
Oceans of blood rushing ever nearer.

Insanity's realm. 
Mind drowns in pain.
The world sentenced to death.
Judgement falls from above.
Red laced lighting fills the sky.
Heralding the end of all life.

In Horror I leap from my bed.
I can relax it was just a dream.
Through my window the horror is revealed.
Red clouds gather in the sky.

Insanity's Realm - Original unedited version

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There and Back Again
Music by Delusional Mind
Lyrics by Bob Faulkner



An Epic Quest Begins
Through the dark corners of the mind.
A mental journey sublime,
I'm going there and back again.

Bathed in a chemical tide,
My Mind torn and deformed.
Pleasure hurricanes fall,
On the shores of my twisted thoughts.
Explosions of silence ring.
Eyes melt and then reform.


On a quest to explore my mind,
I seek the source of reality.
To know the hearts of primal men,
I've been there and back again.
I wander to the edge of sanity,
Abject terror makes me grin.
Alone in a cloud of mystery,
I've been there and back again.

Pulsing through every vein,
Thoughts falling like rain,
Screaming I can't sit still,
So afraid to move,
Birth of my minds eye,
To an unknown plane,
Existance in question,
I think I am insane.

Solo (Russ)

Reason lost on me,
Instinct says to flee,
Passion leads astray,
Senses flow away,
Perception sharp as a knife,
Emotion locked in strife,
Pleasure drowned in pain,
Life in the fast lane.

Solo (John)

The trees they turn to smoke,
The night now clear to see,
Sounds wash before my eyes,
The moon it laughs at me.
Where is all this from?
Is life a negative sum?
Insight is the gain,
I know I am insane.

Solo (Russ)

Harmony

The epic quest now ends.
Altered planes rescind.
Mind open wide right now,
Don't question why or how.
Life's lesson learned.
Knowledge for I once yearned.
Pleasure pain and sin,
I am going there and back again.

Harmony
Outro

There And Back Again - Original unedited version

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Edge Of Lunacy
Music by Delusional Mind
Lyrics by John Ward and Russell Eldridge


Hatred feeds the fire,
Burning holes into their brains,
Madness consuming their souls,
Leaving only charred remains.


[Chorus]
I can't stand,
The pain and misery,
on display for us all to see,
No hope left for humanity,
Living on the Edge Of Lunacy.


The war machine feeds the young,
For causes they do not know,
mad men controlling the masses,
Laughing as they watch the blood flow.

[Chorus]

War,
I don't know where I am,
Chaos,
I don't know where I've been.
Torment.
I don't know who I am.
Death.
All I know is I'll kill again.

Bombs rain down from the sky,
How many more must die?
Can not escape the fear,
knowing the end is near.

War.
All are bathed in the hate.
Chaos.
You will kill what I say,
Torment,
you are what I've made.
Death.
Now bring them their last day.


Bombs rain down from the sky,
How many more must die?
Can not escape the fear,
knowing the end is near.



[Bridge/Solo]


Hatred feeds the fire,
Burning holes into their brains,
Madness consuming their souls,
Leaving only charred remains.


[Chorus]

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Nameless
Music by Delusional Mind
Lyrics by Russell Eldridge

Who am I?  The lines seem to blur.
When I reach for my Love.
I find I need this high.
My time alone in the sky.

This way to leave the pain.
Now I can fly.

Can't you hear them calling me.
I can't stop bleeding.
My veins are darkening.
All problems leaving.
Just working for a fix.
Erase these feelings.

I'm nothing like the rest.
I don't need help from you.

[Chorus]

All those times I wasn't there.
You can't begin to understand.
I only love the things I hate.
I walk the path you're scared to see.  
I live my life for pain.

Can't you feel them fighting me 
I can't stop screaming
On a never ending flight

I'm nothing like the rest.
I don't need help from you.

[Chorus]

All those times I wasn't there.
You can't begin to understand.
I only love the things I hate.
I walk the path you're scared to see.  
I live my life for pain.

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My Pain
Music by Delusional Mind
Lyrics by Russell Eldridge


I
Can see your pain
Can feel your hate
Remember me
You Left to die

Lies
Here you lie
Fatal life
Down my spine You crawl inside

I've
seen your pain
I've heard you scream
No one cares
Left to lie

Lies
You speak you lie
Fake this life
Down your spine I crawl

[Chorus]
I can't breathe
I don't need
I can't see
I don't need
I can't feel
I don't need
I can't live
I don't need
My pain


I
Can see this face
A darker place
Twist and Turn then die

Fight
We breathe out blind
Inhale your line
Change everything
Then lose your mind

I
Can see this place
A darker face
Eyes are burning
Down your time

Lies
You speak you lie
Fake this life
Down your spine I crawl!!!!


[Chorus]

(Solo)

[Chorus]

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Rage
Music by Delusional Mind
Lyrics by Russell Eldridge

Rage,  I just don't understand the day
Hate,  Don't you feel at all ashamed
I need this to break to pieces
I can't tell. Am I for sale?
Sane
Is it judgment for saints?

(Chorus)
I,  Need to be higher
Cause I,  Die in all my dreams
I,  Want to be better
If I
would leave me be

Your Pain Your Hate
Your everything they've made
Your life Your death
No one sees the day.
There's no One (left)


Slave,   She suffers pain to get away
Shame, For everything she loves to hate
I need this to rest in peaces
I can't tell am I in Hell?
Pain,  Is it judgment for saint?



(Chorus)
I'm pain.  I'm Hate
I'm everything you made
My Life my Death
I will see my day


Solo (Bob, John)


Rage,  I want to understand your pain
Hate,  There's only me and me to blame
I need this to break to pieces.
I can't tell are you for sale
Wait,  Is it judgement for saints?


(Chorus)

Leave Me Be!!!!